The Greatest Gift

-(K)- I cannot express even the smallest amount of emotion and feeling that I have inside. It almost feels like a curse or thorn in my side because, I cannot express the immense gratitude that I have in my heart. I could thank you a thousand times and still not be satisfied. Bring you a million roses and I still could not get my point across. I wish I could fix every flaw and mistake that each day I make. Go back in time and do things right for once. Every night I thank God for putting you in my life. Without an Angel on my shoulder I would be lost, not knowing what to do or where to go. Without your love I wouldn't be where I am this very day. For that I thank you and wish I could repay you. I wish I could go back in time and fix my decision. I wouldn't have ever left because I now know whats really important. I would give anything to fix my many flaws, so that I might have a chance to give you everything you could ever want. But I still thank God to have you in my life. You have saved my life and given me a second chance. You may not realize the impact that you have had, but someday when you meet God you will finally understand. I pray that you know how important you really are and what a blessing it is to have you in my life. I am glad I can say with honesty God is very proud of me. I cannot thank you enough for all that you have done for me. I just want you to know how much you mean to me. You are so full of light and beauty it astonishes me. I hope someday you find someone who will give you the world, moon and stars. You deserve it all. I wish you nothing but happiness day in and day out. You bless the lives of so many around you I cannot wait until God wraps you in his arms and shows you all that you have done, the lives that you have blessed. My hope is that I can follow in your footsteps as I leave to serve the Lord for 2 years. Every time I bring someone to the gospel and baptize them I will think of you, of how you saved my life and gave me the greatest gift in the world. How you made my life meaningful and gave me a purpose. All the lives that I touch will be because of you. As badly as I wanted to be able to be the one that could hold you when you are down, and laugh with you when your happy. To see your beautiful smile and gorgeous eyes everyday. I am grateful to call you my best friend and guardian angel. I am sorry if I ever put you through any pain or grief. If I ever let you down or made you cry. My intentions were good I hope you know but, occasionally I can be an idiot. I am sorry for the broken and empty promises I never meant to break. If I could go back and fix it all I would do whatever it takes but, dwelling in the past will drive you crazy and get you no where in life. I just have to pick up the pieces and try start again. A missed opportunity is sad thing and I wish I could go back and have another chance with you if there was ever a chance at all. But I cannot be selfish so I have to let those feelings go, you deserve so much more. I know you will find all the happiness in the world because it will always be attracted to you because of the way you look at life. God does not forget those that do his will and live a good life. It is nice to know that you will always be in good hands. You will always be in my prayers and in my heart. Every where I go, I will never forget the second chance that I got. With all the sincerity in my heart, thank you for being you.-(D)-